I finally chose the new layout, simply because of... complications with the others. This one is morbidly, darkly beautiful. It's sexy, in a very subtle way. I like it. It doesn't exactly suit me, at this time in my life, but, it works. The other, lovely layouts either didn't work because the pictures I uploaded didn't work, because I couldn't cut and paste the codes, or for some other odd reasons. This one worked, and it was one of my original choices, so... It's all good. I may change it eventually, but, for now, it will do well. It really is gorgeous...
It seems like the more I think about my relationship with Nick, the more I realize that... it really isn't much of a relationship. I think I want to end it. I mean, he hasn't called in days, and... he seems completely disinterested. I'm starting to think that he doesn't want this relationship to continue any more than I do. I think we're both just hesitant to bring it up, or to try to end it, for fear of offending each other. -sigh- I don't know. It just seems asinine to me. I feel like I'm wasting my time. Oooh! That reminds me... I need to call JP, and talk to him about it. He had some good advice last time I talked to him; maybe he can help me again now.
I guess that's it for now. Another entry sometime soon.