hehe. The first thing I'm going to say is... He doesn't think I'm pyscho! That was such a relief. In fact, he invited me to go to the movies again. That happened tonight. Yeah, there's a story behind it.
So, I get to the movies, sit with him, all that stuff. The entire movie passes, nothing happens. Hey, not my fault. I would have totally made a move on him, except for the fact that, well.. Here's the problem. I have absolutely no idea what he considers us. Does he think of me as just a really good friend? A friend with advantages? A girlfriend? I didn't know how to act around him, whether to kiss him again, whether to hug him after the movie, because I don't know what I -am- to him. I'll probably end up asking him, soon. I just hope he wasn't hurt, or offended by the fact that nothing happened. I was just, unsure about things. When he left, I really wanted to give him a hug, but... Ugh. Yes, it is now a proven fact. Regretting -not- doing something is way worse than regretting something you did. I wish I would have hugged him. Now I really need to talk to him, ask him about this, explain....
Grr. I shouldn't be concerned. Really. But.. I need to know. I'm trying to get in touch with Keaton over AIM. I hope he calls me sometime, just so that I can figure this out. -sigh- Whatever. It will all work out. I just have to keep telling myself that. I guess that's it. Another entry soon... once I get this figured out.